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Im Trying... but... its diffrent out here.

Gentle Honesty started this conversation
Hi, My name is Connie. I am 25 and am trying to make it. If this is really a way to ask for a bit of help then what have I got to lose.
I was an escort for a while and felt finnacially independent.... I have a son and just found out that i have another one on the way. I wanted to do the right thing, and not endanger my new little one and try and do something positive. So i quit escorting and am currently trying to find a job. Its not going too well. I don't want to go back to escorting. Im not giving up, but dammit the bills are pileing up!!! I have asked my neice to take my son for the school year so he can be in a stable place because right now i do not know whats going to happen!!! I want to go back to school! I want a chance!! If anyone can help, I would appreciate it. I am currently 2 months behind in rent. That is 1350. I have kept the utilities up, but my account is almost drained. You learn in these times that no matter how many people you helped out when you could, there not there when you need it.
I hope theres something out there. But if all i get is a prayer, then thats fine with me.

God bless,
Connie
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Schmidty

What do you want to go bck to school for, what field or career? Some of your answers may be answered at www.moneyforstudents.info .

If you need more information let me know.

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Schmidty
 in response to Harmony...   

If you need help with eviction try www.teamcaa.org/housing.htm you might have to ask if they know of anyone at your local.

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lesalesa

Hello Connie,

First, I want to give you your props for be honest and then on top of it posting your picture. I am not going to judge you because none of us is perfect and I'm sure we have all done something that we are not proud of. But I do have a question for you, What did you do with all the money that you were making while you were rendering your services. I am glad that you are trying to make a change in your life  and I ask God to work sometthing in your life so that you won't have to go back to doing what you were doing. Most impotantly I'm glad you are thinking about the child that you are carrying, but what were you thinking? I mean you knew what kind of business you were in why would you not use protecting at all times to prevent from getting pregnant. I don't understand that?

 Well for me personally I empathize with your situation and I offer you my prayers. I will be prayer for God to give you the strenght to hang and there and be able to trust him that he can change any given situation, and he can open doors that you can not see if you just put your trust inhim. Pleaseby no means am I juding you because I have two daughters of my own 30, 26 and I don't know what their future holds. They both are college grads, one's been married for 12 years and the baby is still single, no kids has her masters in crimnology and has three years lefts to go before she can take her bar exam. But when we watch the news that doesn't matter how many degrees some may have, or how much money they make or come from, some of them are out there being an escort and they don't even need the money. God bless you, and remember it doesn't matter what you use to do, or what situation you come from you can achieve anything that you set your mind too.

I know what I am talking about because I wasn't always the perfect parent, and my two daughters can attest to that. I'm a recovering addict but I took them through hell during their middle and high school years with crack cocaine and disappearing and them not know where I was from time to time,if I were alive or dead. But you know what? They both beat the odds.I have been clean and sober from several years now but I guess, it is a little hard for me to have pity for young people that are gong through because they kept going forward and decided that they were not going to be a victim, and that they were not going become everything that I became. So, I say to you, you can do this! 

 

 

 

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louise221

You are a young lady first you must take responablity for your action

I know you don't want hear this,but you learn  to take care of yourself

Don't look for anybody that don't want take  of you never

depentent.

 I was happy but he was a player i belived player don't have a heart

but belived  me he didn't  care about me.

My heart was so heart but i learn from my mistake  i cried  untill i couldn't

cry any more.

My pain i head  i  turn  my life over to JESUS he pulled me out of the sinking

sand,into dry land

I thank - you JESUS for all you have  done for me 

I hope that any one that reads this that those that have been  in strom

are those that are going though  the strom.

my blessing that JESUS will bless you. 

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shayshayshay

I WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE ON HERE. I AM 5 ALMOST 6 MONTHS PREGNANT AND HAVE A 2 YEAR OLD. I AM 21 YEARS OLD AND MY HUSBAND IS TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM HIS RESPONSIBILITY BECAUSE IT SEEMS THAT HE WASN'T READY FOR THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE. I DON'T HAVE A JOB. I HAVE NO WORK EXPERIENCE. I THANK GOD FOR MY FAMILY THOUGH. I AM NOT HOMELESS. GOD IS GOOD. I CAN'T SEE WHAT HE IS GOING TO DO FOR ME, BUT GOD CAN MAKE A WAY WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY

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Harmony

Dear Connie,

I completly understand, I'm in such dire straits  I'm trying to do escort, but even that's not working out... I have 3 days to come up with $ 1,ooo or I get evicted, I don't have a car in my name, I have very little belogings so I don't have anything to pawn, my credit is to bad ( due to past relationships ) so I can't barrow any money....

Praying is that I've been doing, for me and for everyone in need...

God Bless,

Harmony ~

 

 

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