Hello Connie,
First, I want to give you your props for be honest and then on top of it posting your picture. I am not going to judge you because none of us is perfect and I'm sure we have all done something that we are not proud of. But I do have a question for you, What did you do with all the money that you were making while you were rendering your services. I am glad that you are trying to make a change in your life and I ask God to work sometthing in your life so that you won't have to go back to doing what you were doing. Most impotantly I'm glad you are thinking about the child that you are carrying, but what were you thinking? I mean you knew what kind of business you were in why would you not use protecting at all times to prevent from getting pregnant. I don't understand that?
Well for me personally I empathize with your situation and I offer you my prayers. I will be prayer for God to give you the strenght to hang and there and be able to trust him that he can change any given situation, and he can open doors that you can not see if you just put your trust inhim. Pleaseby no means am I juding you because I have two daughters of my own 30, 26 and I don't know what their future holds. They both are college grads, one's been married for 12 years and the baby is still single, no kids has her masters in crimnology and has three years lefts to go before she can take her bar exam. But when we watch the news that doesn't matter how many degrees some may have, or how much money they make or come from, some of them are out there being an escort and they don't even need the money. God bless you, and remember it doesn't matter what you use to do, or what situation you come from you can achieve anything that you set your mind too.
I know what I am talking about because I wasn't always the perfect parent, and my two daughters can attest to that. I'm a recovering addict but I took them through hell during their middle and high school years with crack cocaine and disappearing and them not know where I was from time to time,if I were alive or dead. But you know what? They both beat the odds.I have been clean and sober from several years now but I guess, it is a little hard for me to have pity for young people that are gong through because they kept going forward and decided that they were not going to be a victim, and that they were not going become everything that I became. So, I say to you, you can do this!